Jul
10

Hey, I picked up watercolor, but i’m fking awful with it and still in the practice stage, also, it’s makeup expensive, where you want to spend thousands on paper and paints. It’s unlucky.

I started writing slash again so it’s for my transmigration fantasy novel about an engineer going into like fantasy world with fantasy physics. These days online novel writing websites have options to put in pictures so there is a lot of art for my book. I started with gouche, btw.  It’s kind of like a cross acrylic and watercolor. Less layery and additive than watercolor. I still use white gouache with watercolor if I want that creamy look.

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I think that was incomplete. Also my scanner cant scan magenta at all.  Well, it scans 2 colors in that range, red and pink. I spent so so long on how to paint crystals. Here’s an inside page.

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My journey into pain crystals was a tumultuous one. I needed an optics refresher because I like when muh crystals are clear. The red one isn’t, because I just like rubies for science reasons, bu my fantasy pink and blue crystal can be on transparent and refractive and what not.

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This is the obligatory galaxy painting. Everyone should try it. It didn’t really tie into anything else. Now on with the watercolor. I went with watercolor because it’s just so much cleaner to work with. For lines I use acrylic ink, which is significantly less clean, but it doesn’t fkn budge for nobody. Moreso than archival quality india ink imo. That or I keep getting bad batches of india ink or my city is too humid for waterproof ink.

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aaaand here goes the rest of my scuffed meaningless watercolor dump, aka, my main intention.

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These are all men, but I cannot draw men… I’m kidding. Wow, I think I could get cancelled for that. No, actually, I did struggle in the depiction of men though. Watercolor is very smooth and it’s hard to get shadows Men are generally very dark around the eyes. Their brows are prominent and their eyes are deep set, and there’s a lot of detail in small areas. Btw, I started going sienna, lilac, and green for the white people, and I struggled intensely with black people, because my colors are ez-lift colors, which I thought meant it comes out of the pan faster, but actually means that the colors just lift up easily, so they layer to grey and watercolor magic happens without me wanting it to for skin texture. The main reason I got this palette was for the metallics, that I do not use, and for the neons, which I use all the time I’m one of those people that need to paint in neon. I use neon blue for the eyes, neon pink for the blush, and so on. It comes in the brand SoHo, which I think is a less well-known brand that has a deal with a local art store for me, Jerry’s artarama. It was half off around christmas. But yeah, I’m thinking of getting the mejillo mission gold watercolor set, kuratake watercolors, and the culture hustle palette.

Now here’s some later runs, just because this is an art dump.

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I uh, learned to paint naked men, but boi can i just not get the dick right. Also, my black people are purple, a cool brown, and burnt orange with some light spots where I just don’t paint sometimes. Then I go in with any blue, black and the same lilac color I use for non black people. It takes forever because every layer needs to dry completely or that lightening thing that I mentioned earlier happens.

Now to the rest of the disorganized mess of an art dump.

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wtf was happening with the last ones eyes? well, I struggle with eyes and I had taken a bit of a break because a lot happened. I got some corona blues, political blues with blm at the exact time my dad got cancer.  Btw my dad is a black police whose entire job is just telling police what to do so my entire relationship with the movement is more complicated than with most people. He’s an infp too so he bakes a lot of cookies and originally went to school for teaching, but couldn’t use the degree in the US. It was something, ok? I’m just not at peace right now so I drew without thinking about where eyes should go.

Well, here’s some random other things that I never made my main art folder on my pc so I had to dig up. No promises on the quality.

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There’s like a disney style I heard about, um. It’s horrifying. If have glasses you can take them off here, and stand very far away, and as long as you are nearsighted enough, the paintings with black people will look okay. It’s just *cries* I hate granulation so much. 


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Oct
13

zadf:
“vibe check
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zadf:

vibe check


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Feb
26
All right, I can't bear this any longer: Could you PLEASE give us some context to those book covers you keep posting? Like what exactly are they, where do they come from, how did the author get those ideas, AND JUST HOW MANY OF THESE THINGS ARE THERE?! They are really weird and disturbing. I love them.

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fool-errant:

tinyhipsterboy:

putris-et-mulier:

When I put them in the queue I thought everyone was going to get annoyed because they’ve seen them a million times, I feel terrible that so many of you guys haven’t!

There is this controversy in book industries about e-books; specifically Amazon who has made it easy for someone to self publish whereas before it would cost someone thousands of dollars and so if you did you were a loser because you obviously couldn’t get an agent or even get an indie publisher to back you. All of a sudden a million books are being self published by losers who are ruining literature because anyone can just print anything and nothing matters anymore. It’s the same thing they said when they invented the printing press and then again when trade paperbacks became a thing. 

A whole bunch of people, mostly fanfic writers just repurpose in their work, start publishing these short erotic novels that they haven’t even edited and it was all getting weirder and weirder. 

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BDSM became mainstream because of EL James publishing her Twilight fanfiction ‘50 shades of gray’ and then suddenly there were a bunch of books that made people uncomfortable about time traveling to fuck dinosaurs. One erotic novel written by Christie Sims and Alara Branwen kind of became the poster child for the demise intellectualism.

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A few years later someone calling themselves Chuck Tingle started to publish tiny erotica novels about people having sex with unicorns and Bigfoot that were intentionally weird with long and had highly specific titles. The covers went viral, most people thinking they were memes but then discovered they were real books that were actual short stories written by somebody who knew how to write and was obviously mocking the controversy.

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Everyone was complaining and trying to find out who he was and journalists were trying to contact “him” but he refused to be interviewed. The popular rumor started going around that it was actually a father and son that wrote the books together and someone who everyone is probably sure was actually Chuck Tingle was anonymously interviewed and was like, “lol yeah and we usually write them start to finish in one night” which made people madder and was true because he really blew up when a meme about this dress went viral in a day and by the end of the day Chuck Tingle had a new erotic novel about fucking the dress.

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Adding to the controversy is the fact that if you publish through Amazon people can read your books for free through their “digital library” but when people check out books it’s technically counted as a sale. Out of nowhere some dude named Chuck Tingle was at the top of the bestsellers list with these offensive books and sort of accidentally got nominated for a really prestigious award and everyone lost their shit.

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The powers that be were changing the rules so he couldn’t win, which is what also happened to Neil Gaiman when his comic book Sandman got nominated and everyone was outraged that a comic book could be considered literature. Neil Gaiman actually won the award and then they put in a rule that no more comic books could be nominated, but they got lucky with Chuck Tingle and he didn’t win. Except then he was nominated for a second time.

Obviously Chuck Tingle didn’t win again, 

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but then he kind of doubled down and published books about getting fucked by his nomination and then fucked by the concept of getting fucked over by the industry. Then his book started getting really mostly sociopolitical and shoved his award nomination down everyone’s throats..

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They were still just short weird erotica, but instead of being tongue-in-cheek funny they became condescendingly critical.

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He has a website with an about me page but he’s become a folklore hero and everyone is 99% sure it’s fake.

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As he stands now, the industries are still really upset but the indie scenes are considering them high art.

I am among the latter.

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Don’t forget, the whole reason people nominated Chuck Tingle for the Hugo awards in the first place is because a lot of white male authors were really mad that women and racial minorities were winning awards. They nominated him, but of course, he wasn’t going to ruin the mystery by revealing himself, so instead he had someone go to the Hugos in his place… Zoe Quinn, who Gamergate centered around, and who was therefore the poster child of everything this group *hated*.

Chuck Tingle is a goddamn master.

Thank you for addingthat. I was about to be “but it wasn’t an accident he was nominated for a Hugo” 

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Dec
4

Okay, so with the chinese reincarnation stories, I’ve discovered a new subgenre, the apocalypse reincarnation story that I’m really into and I can’t help that hope the plot of the story I pick up will include a little apocalypse~, maybe everyone will die~ society will fall~~~ the government will be fractured and the economy we’ve developed over several millenium will colapse~~~ (ノ◕ヮ◕)ノ*:・゚✧*rustles*


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Nov
24

So the thing is it turns out my problem with feminists(while still being a feminist) is that I really dislike terfs. I’m glad they self-label now.


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Oct
22

frog-president:
“ nyehs:
“ when you got banned from all social media for harassing women so you got no place to vent except Microsoft Word and a printer
” ”
No one is trying to harm me. I’m fine. I’m not actually made of chocolate. I would rather...

frog-president:

nyehs:

when you got banned from all social media for harassing women so you got no place to vent except Microsoft Word and a printer

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No one is trying to harm me. I’m fine. I’m not actually made of chocolate. I would rather lift things that have a complete stranger carry my stuff because of the vagina I have.


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Oct
21

issalowlife:
“ meatfighter:
“ thotzekage:
“ dipsetanthem:
“ pleasure-demon:
“ thotzekage:
“ dipsetanthem:
“ dipsetanthem:
“ dipsetanthem:
“ dipsetanthem:
“About to eat my first weed brownie
”
It’s this what being high feels like, I’m laughing for no...

issalowlife:

meatfighter:

thotzekage:

dipsetanthem:

pleasure-demon:

thotzekage:

dipsetanthem:

dipsetanthem:

dipsetanthem:

dipsetanthem:

About to eat my first weed brownie

It’s this what being high feels like, I’m laughing for no Reason

Never again I will eat this shit.. took me to the hospital

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I eat 4 of this fucking brownies and it fucked me up badly 

Lmaooooo I’m sorry but I’m screaming.

why did u eat 4?????

i was hungry 

My chest

This was really me

😂😂😭

I’m reposting this as a psa.


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Oct
19

bellatorinmachina:

yi liu


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I like the aesthetic of the cup game,



Sep
19

She reminds me of the guy from The Room.
https://youtu.be/2NOlzW8hx5A

She reminds me of the guy from The Room.

https://youtu.be/2NOlzW8hx5A


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